"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live."
After several years of broken hearts, and broken dreams, our miracle was born in November 2012. This is my place to celebrate him and remember the babies we will never hold.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Private blog?
I find myself censoring myself more and more lately. Something has to give, and I think it's the openness of this blog. This week I am seriously considering going private.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
We buried Michael.
On Halloween, we finally did it. We finally buried Michael. Halloween is my favorite day of the year. It worked out perfectly for us.
It's November. At the end of October, came the inevitable crash which I wrote about a few days ago. But after Halloween, after burying Michael, it was like a weight was lifted. It feels like a new start, again. I suppose that's the miracle of time. It has to work this way.
Lately, I feel a bit like a Phoenix. Except instead of 500 years, I live in much shorter intervals. At the end of each one I erupt into a ball of tears instead of fire. But, somehow, after each crash, I come back. Sometimes even with a positive outlook.
So the analogy might be a bit melodramatic... but right now, it's working. So I'll take it.
It's November. At the end of October, came the inevitable crash which I wrote about a few days ago. But after Halloween, after burying Michael, it was like a weight was lifted. It feels like a new start, again. I suppose that's the miracle of time. It has to work this way.
Lately, I feel a bit like a Phoenix. Except instead of 500 years, I live in much shorter intervals. At the end of each one I erupt into a ball of tears instead of fire. But, somehow, after each crash, I come back. Sometimes even with a positive outlook.
So the analogy might be a bit melodramatic... but right now, it's working. So I'll take it.
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