Monday, March 5, 2012

Somewhere I belong

I'm having a crudy day.

Working double shifts isn't helping.  Listening to angry music by Linkin Park probably isn't helping either.

The fact is, that song speaks to me right now.  Because I don't know where I belong, and I want to.

A frighteningly large portion of my self identity has been swallowed by my journey into 'faux motherhood' if you will.  Career woman?  Kinda.  Mother.  Faux.  IF? Apparently.

I've had a lot of heartache and very little success from sharing in general  .  The current debate within the latest group I've tried to share with isn't helping.

I just feel a bit lost.  Like I'm grasping at straws trying to figure out where to ask for help.  Or what help I even need.

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