My PCP called with the results of last weeks blood work. And apparently my blood sugar is ridiculously high. I'm incredibly confused and worried.
I'm confused because I've always been border line hypoglycemic. Now my blood sugar is too high? I'm also confused because I thought they could only test blood sugar after fasting and I hadn't fasted before my blood work Friday.
I'm upset because my doctor's assistant sucks. After telling me there was a problem with my blood work he wouldn't tell me what it was and only that he'd send my results to the RE. Well... go ahead and do that, but my RE is a a specialist and I'm pretty sure blood sugar isn't on the list of things he's an expert on. I don't see my OB until Friday, and it seems to be like this is something I should be acting on like now. Plus... don't tell a pregnant woman something is wrong and refuse to discuss it further. Actually don't do that to anyone, that freaking sucks.
I'm doing my best to avoid panic, but I'm struggling. If I ate something that hurts this baby, I'll never forgive myself. I've given up my favorite foods, my favorite time of the day(bath time), some of my work responsibilities, I spent a week hardly moving at all and I'll do anything else I need to. I really thought I was doing EVERYTHING I was supposed to do. How did I mess this up so badly?
The slightly more rational side of me knows I'm putting some of the worry cart before the worry horse, but I can't help it. My head is spinning. (And I've had a headache for days, why didn't I mention that to the doctor what if it's a symptom, what's wrong with me, how do I keep track of everything and not mention that!?)
Deep breaths. Calm Down. Wait for one of the various doctors I left messages with to call me back.